Glorious @ Past.....Scintillating Present @ 25*!!...@ Future on Question-mark??

 Living with all new charm & new obsessions.. 
 Yet deep down sulking each day, in tandem depressions.. 
 Thinking about work & promotions,no longer any passion.. 
 Gone are the days of free mindset, without any tension.. 

 Your presence is hurting much,then healing back.. 
 That's what this world calls Idiotic Psychological setback.. 
 Lost is the concentration & all controlling sense.. 
 This is not a monetary crisis, but an individual's self expense.. 

 More you think of, to wipe it out, it returns again.. 
 Every time leaving apart,with fresh wounds & new pain.. 
 Avoiding & hiding self-out, is not the best solution.. 
 While moving ahead,needs to be a reality & new Resolution.. 

 The journey so far was smooth, but now have twists.. 
 While you are burning inside deeply, yet showing mists.. 
 Curtailing apart,even being dejected, do might heal.. 
 Ending the mad chase,silently and re-igniting mode of no-feel.. 

 It'll be tough, it'll be harsh, it'll thrash you apart.. 
 But listen,you have to end it somehow & slowly depart.. 
'Coz this world is faking around and yet mocking up aloud.. 
You take out the parachute,elevate & escape deep in the cloud..

D labyrinth Life Journey entangled with clumsy apt situations!! Isn't this so??

This life bestowed by almighty, making our parentz feel proud, on our very arrival on this wonderland(i.e.Clean Green Earth!!),where miracles do happen every now and then; had already crossed 20 fruitful years,under luxurious haven, for almost our era ppl!!The strive for hard work and pursue of dreamz will now be on d way in coming few years! These years were full of several realisations in life, post schooling period andentering d college herculean life!!One tinge no one would defy for sure was a cozy feeling of being in d company of a true friend, a reliable friend who was there whenever u needed in times!!Here, I'm not in favor of section 377 under SC of India, though we nurture true 'bhai-bhai' 'behan-behan' type firm friendship, so tagged my 'best buddy ever' for ppl of same sex,reliable one's for lifelong essence!!D notion here is d one, where 'unlike poles' attract each other!!
( don't think of 'Bhai-Behan':P, an oxymoron for d situation)..A few called it Infatuation,few went in for Affairs!While a few had headstrong 'Crushes', a very few lucky blessed with 'Love' for lifetime..Presenting this with an Enginner's bent perspective......

LOVE! INFATUATION! CRUSHES! & AFFAIRS!
LIFE GONNA SHIFT SO MANY GEARS;
WITH BOLD PERSONA'S & DECISIONS ALL FAIR;
THE TWISTS AND TURNS, OF TRUTH & DARE;
THAT BLOSSOMING BEAUTY YOU AWESTRUCKED STARE;
WANDERING MINDS STROLLING HERE AND THERE;
PROVOKING OUTBURSTS OF PLETHORA THOUGHTS TO SHARE;
FROM 'HOW' TO 'WHEN', THEN 'WHEN' TO 'WHERE'?!
THE KNACK OF COHESIVENESS WITH BUNDLES OF CARE
FIRM BELIEVE IN HEART AND ALL OTHER LAYERS,
CHARGING VIBES DO SPARKLE, LIKE HINGED PAIRS!
THE DIVINE UNANIMOUS SOULS,VIGILLING COCURRENT FLAIRS,
WHOLE WORLD GLOWING ULTRASHINE, WITH NO DARKNESS TARE!!
FULFILLING CHERISHED DREAMS AWARE,FORGETTING PERSONAL WELFARE!
CHUCKING MISTIMED OPPURTUNITIES, AS CHANCES SO 'RARE';
LET EVEN UNIVERSE LISTEN LOUD..."I'LL BE THERE..,
FOR ALL JOURNEYS BESTOWED WITH ENDLESS GLARE...!!!
lOVE, INFATUATION.......................... :)

My tribute to Shaheed SP Vinod Chaubey(IPS) {Uncle}

A small incident from my whorling memory backwaters..........
The incident is indeed d sweetest one, d one you call, once in a lifetime movemment.
We(Me and Shaumil) were having our AIEEE counselling on 6th $ 7th July'06 at MANIT, Bhopal..All of us anxious to land up with our desired dreamz florished way back and so were our beloved parentz too..Be it a simple form filling part or a rigrous branch locking schedule..Every time we come out, our parents would be there to enquire regarding what happened nxt, highly pampered too!! Uncle was a very popular figure out there as being a high ranked Police Officer..But his dignified n calm composure never ever
reflected even once a position of authority which he beholded..On 7th july'06 morning, which was eventually my B'day too, our branch allotment list was out!! I got admitted
to Meta Engg. & Shaumil got Civil Engg.. Finally those relieved, smiling parentz would tell u d whole saga of a warrior's win!! After eventually congratulating each other we both and even our parentz, I asked uncle, "So uncle, are u happy?? To which he replied, " Beta,Shaumil is happy getting Civil branch, u g8 Meta, so ur choices are done now..But now it's upto you to excel in whatever fields you have chosen, and ya,make sure to turn out to be a responsible, dedicated citizen of this nation!Best of luck from my side!"

Indeed those encouraging words will always be there echoing down in my soul!!
And Uncle, ur words would be a preamble for us and We make sure ur Supreme Sacrifice won't be let down any inch by bits and lots..........!

<> Miss u a lot Uncle........................

A True essence!!

CASTLE OF DREAMS..!!

Sitting back in ma castle of dreams,

when silent night, gave severe screams

went back apart, from worldly thoughts,

the plethora of haziness, in bits and lots.

The tinkering of soul, reaching salvation,

the hubs of vigilliance, murmuring passion,

thrown apart alone, detached and devastated

the disconnections of life, so ambiguously related

in comes the glorious torch of light,

tugging all my misconceptions and herculean plight,

mingling the sadness, with hopes of sight,

plucking lavishly, the opulence of right.

The plus and minus, went on together,

the tinge of glory,the halcyon weather

reincarnation of uphill reality was rather

blossoming gaiety of nightingale feathers.

The thought provoked in fraction of line

"Umbrage of wisdom, better than Wine

is this what they call "divine"

gloomy thunders of hallucination signs,

what next for this world will be fine?

Altering Vicious circle of worldly cream,

the rise of nobelty,the morons on brim,

the blowing wind, scavenging ill surface

the humanity of mind, glittering with grace...

Diggging back came the life of gleam,

& vanished away ma castle of dreams.............

BACKWATERS FROM A DAY DREAM @ XAMZ PL!!

“Do I ‘Plan to Execute’ or rather ‘Execute my Plan’???” The very question was fumbling deep inside my soul and had rather turned me clueless of what to opt in intangling situations. I chose to turn a bit pragmatic and look forward for the people around to find my way out of darkness…Let me think in Political outlook, If it’s about my party, I’ll Execute my Plan to achieve pillar in upcoming elections. And if they are others, I’ll plan to execute them and evacuate them on low sound issues with all ballyhoo, that even almighty will defend his stage from my miscreancy…Alas, what a poor mentality!…SPORTS! yup, what Plan I execute
if my F1 team wishes to screw the best(Ferrari/Mclaren), the essence of executing my plan would be to bump them on or rather use there technology pirated on my car !! Oh no, again the same blabbers…MUSIC- loud and clear will soothe me! In thoughts,
as a MUSICIAN, will execute his/her plan on ground of freshness and vigor in voice with neo-mixing, a fame reached, crowds accolade gained.. Now, plan to execute my competitors with Tracks copied from others hard work, I know I can dump my audience with my supremacy! Almighty, this is hell!! The intensity is shacking like terrorism! TERRORIST, if he has to answer it then, I’ll execute my plan and play havoc with everyone, who cares, they are my servants!! My plans are ready, even they can’t trace me where the next bomb I’ll plan to execute for what I stand tall! Truly, They are sulking idiots!! What’s next idiosyncracy to them! Still the query unanswered! God, please help me out!!!

“ Miracles do happen in dreams, if you have faith as viscous as creams!”

Encounter with GOD:-

GOD: What’s your problem Dude! Why are you so intense for this complexity of life ?

ME: (Thinking…Am I Bruce Almighty!!) God, You created this world is my firm believe but still you tracked some unanswered questions! Why so??

GOD: Son, the shackles have interlocks ‘coz unity exist in diversity! Brightness of light closes your eyes because too much of anything shifts your comfort zone!

ME: God, don’t cook a labyrinth situation anymore! Tell it in simpler sense!plzzz…

GOD: My ward, the essence of any labyrinth situation I create is for you all to explore a bit more I had left unexplored! Whatever, I created was Beautiful till the countdown of ur rise began and see you people had worsen everything!

ME: Agreed God! We are the creators of our destiny and the imprints we are leaving are devastating!

GOD: Son, so henceforth, I stopped my creations and left it to you all to carry forward with what you had! I still have plans to execute, but the space you will lent me in your bestowed life won’t allow me to execute my plan!.......(Vanished out with a wave!)
ME : God, you left me awestruck but unanswered, why so???? Not again……plz……

(Coming back to my daily routine…..)

The realization was real, the feel was clear, the prize was payed, the idea was too laid!

Now, the next Herculean task is to use my GOD ( R&D in Technology) to bring back the times of happy memoirs and cherish which is faded with the current prospects of worldly morals…But the question is still tinkling somewhere,

“Do I ‘plan to execute’ or rather ‘execute my plan’?”

If you have answers than please help me out people!!

CAUTION : “Exam may thrill you, but ultimately the preparation burden’ll kill u!”